Valentine's Day

Happy Valentine's Day~
This is THE day to celebrate eating chocolate fondue with your love ones/ special one and your friends without having to feel guilty! And this year, I'll be celebrating THE Special Day not alone, but with my friends!

Entering University, I couldn't help but notice more and more of my friends getting into relationships. Initially, I thought I could live alone with myself and all, however, I'm getting more void in my life. Don't get me wrong, I'm not jealous of the relationships that are happening around me. No way will I be jealous even though I sound like I'm ranting now. I'm happy for my friends to be able to find the special ones in their lives. The void feeling is something unexplainable and it just comes popping into me, reminding me that I'm still single.

Well, I enjoy my life as a single person; doing anything I want without having to think twice for any other person. Being single has it's perks and with all good things comes bad. In a few years time, I'll start to get grilled with questions from various relatives about my relationship status.Getting into a relationship isn't simple. When people described how they met and started off as friends etc etc, I wondered if it was really that easy. But I do feel that for them to come together, there has to be fate. Perhaps, my fate hasn't arrived yet.

Many of my friends told me that it shouldn't be hard for me to find a Special someone as long as I lower my criteria. But how do I go about that? I do feel that I've very high expectations of how my Special Someone should be. But I just couldn't change my perception. Perhaps, I've watched too much Korean Idols and dramas and has been dazzled by the good looks of the guys like Kang Ha Neul or Kim Soo Hyun. That's why I have such high expectations of guys. Perhaps, I have a unique perception and is just too high and mighty. Perhaps, I'm too greedy. I don't know. Love is a hard thing to explain. It just comes and goes.

Being an independent person, I tend to rely myself more than another person. I'll just carry whatever workload comes and refuses to share. At times, I view myself more as a guy, trying to do things that only guys are capable of doing. Independent or not, cute or not, pretty or not, I hope that whoever comes my way and be my Special Someone will accept me for who I am. I am me; independent and hardly the cute type.